"We have an idea of happiness. We believe that only certain conditions will make us happy. But it is often our very idea of happiness that prevents us from being happy." ~ Thich Nhat Hahn
There are many emotions that human beings experience: happiness, sadness, excitement, anxiousness, fear, anger, pride, jealousy, laziness, sympathy--the list goes on. Buddhism teaches there are 108 emotions. I don't know what they are, but that number is a lot higher than the list I wrote above.
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Lately, when I am sitting in my cold apartment, I find myself feeling excited about going back to the US. Then when I'm at school and see the kids that I spent the past year with, I feel sad, even guilty that I am leaving after only one year. I'm having bi-polar days and truth be told, it is a bit exhausting.
Tomorrow is graduation day and the official end to the semester and school year for students and teachers. Time to say goodbye and get ready to move on to the next place and time.
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